Wellness Journal | Migraines and Vertigo

My disorder is progressing and that's scary shit.

This morning I awoke and my right hand hurt. When I put that together with the fact that my hand now has an occasional tremor it worries me. I knew it was going into that hand before I saw the doctor last. I just wanted to know if I was making it up in my head before I said anything.

The tremors in my whole body started last week, too. When I relax my body my torso and both arms shudder with uncontrollable spasms.

It worries me for a few reasons. ONE: I don't know how much longer I can work. TWO: How much worse can this get?

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I just got out of the shower. I had to sit down in the shower because I had another dizzy spell. I wonder why it does that in the shower? That's the third time it's happened in there. Only had it happen once outside of the shower.

I've had a migraine for a few days now. It's not going away. Light bothers me.

I know it seems like I'm complaining. And I am. But I'm also documenting this stuff.

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This morning my migraine got so bad that I felt so light headed and dizzy every time I stood that I ended up on the bathroom floor. I was supposed to go into work at 11am. I napped for three hours. It's after 3pm now and I still have the migraine. Dizziness seems to be gone. Just took two Advil Migraines. Hope they work.

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It's midnight. Still have a headache and had a bit of dizziness this evening after orgasming (orgasms help with pain control).

I'm going to bed. Tomorrow will be a better day. If I think it, then it will be so.

Night, all.

Recipe | Cannabis Coconut Oil and Salve

The Economist: "If (Marijuana) were unknown, it's discovery would no doubt be hailed as a medical breakthrough. Scientists would praise it's potential for treating everything from pain to cancer and marvel at it's rich pharmacopoeia; many of whose chemicals mimic vital molecules in the human body."

Why I decided to make Coconut Cannabis Salve

My doctor informed me that I had a brain disorder that caused focal dystonia in my arm. I had incredible pain in my arm. My hand cramped so badly every minute of every day. I couldn't straighten out my hand; it looked like a claw. I had been on Vicodin for a while, but that didn't even seem to work any more.  My doctor prescribed an antidepressant. I didn't want to take another medication. I was tired of medications that didn't seem to work as well as they proclaimed.

So, I decided to take matters into my own hands. I had heard that cannabis oil could cure cancer if taken internally and skin cancer if applied externally. I wondered what it could do for my arm...

I did some research and found out that cannabis oil has incredible healing properties. It has analgesic, anti-inflammatory, and body relaxing properties. It can heal burns, stretch marks, acne, and sore throats. It is good for migraines, back aches, arthritis, and even skin allergies. 

There are many who would not care to smoke it, but I figured that this was an experiment that I would not mind finding out the outcome of. I wanted my arm healed! I applied the salve to my arm for two weeks. My arm felt so much better.  The cramping was gone! 

Then the following week I stopped using it. My pain returned within three days. I knew that I hadn't used it for long enough to cure it. I started using it again. Like a miracle it worked! The pain was reduced, the cramping eased, and I could type again! Perhaps my brain disorder is something that will never be cured, but it can be controlled with this holistic recipe.

Happy Holi(stic) Hunting! :)

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Coconut Cannabis Oil

to be eaten or used in the following salve recipe

Ingredients

7 oz. Organic Coconut Oi

1/4 ounce bag of smokeable Marijuana, frozen overnight

.5 c. Water

Coffee Bean Grinder

Instructions

Grind up the marijuana in your coffee bean grinder. Use a small spatula to make sure you get every single bit of it and it's dust out. Any leftover dust can be scooped out with your finger and eaten. It won't get you high, but it is good for you.

Boil the water and put the ground marijuana into your pot. Turn down the heat and simmer for 20 minutes. Stir continuously during that time. Next add the coconut oil. Simmer until it has melted all the way through.

Once melted, pour the oil into a wide mouthed canning jar. Carefully scrape the sides of the pot with a rubber spatula to get every little bit into your jar. Refrigerate overnight.

In the morning you will find the coconut oil has floated to the top and left some water at the bottom of the jar. Discard the water.

To use you can break the hardened coconut cannabis oil into pieces or remelt to add to a salve or to eat. Refrigerate and use within one month.

Coconut Cannabis Oil Salve*

for your skin

Ingredients

Coconut Cannabis Oil (see above recipe)

30 drops of Valerian, liquid

15 drops of Kava Kava, liquid

 .5 c. Olive or Almond Oil

Rosemary Essential Oil (anti-inflammatory)

Double boiler or a glass bowl and a pot that fit snugly together

Instructions

Melt coconut cannabis oil in the microwave for 30 seconds. Boil water in the bottom section of your double boiler. Pour the coconut cannabis oil into the double boiler. Add the olive oil and the essential oil. Stir frequently. Warm for 15 minutes. Set the bowl aside to cool a little. Pour into a wide mouthed canning jar and put it into the refrigerator for 10 minutes. Take out and whisk it. Put it in for another 10 minutes, then take out and whisk again. Refrigerate and use within one month.

NOTE: Use a different essential oil if you have high blood pressure, epilepsy or are pregnant.

*If you're interested, please check out how to make Analgesic Balm with Coconut Cannabis Oil.